Today has been one of those days where I just want to curl up back in my bed and snuggle with Freddie the Blue Giraffe. In other words, it’s a weekday. I had too much to do today to get in a nap in the afternoon. It’s a shame because I always seem to be behind on the whole sleep thing. I hope that this whole process will help me to sleep better in general.

In brighter news, I feel generally good today. Maybe it’s really too soon and just my imagination, but I think that my body feels a little different. It isn’t like I feel like I’ve already lost weight, but I just feel better. It’s hard to explain.

It could very well be that it’s just me being aware that I’m doing things differently. I may have unknowingly broken rules today, but I don’t actually know if I did. I had salad dressing that I didn’t get to see the nutritional information and I also had milk in my tea and I don’t know what percentage it is. Oh well, it was only a tad. Very little harm done if any.

I am glad to report that there were no headaches today, but that could be because I took some Ibuprofen for my shoulder. It’s been hurting because of too much piano practice. I hope that the headache won’t resurrect itself tomorrow. If it does, I shall name it Lazarus.

I have to say that it’s been a good day overall. I received two comments on looking good/glowing. One comment was from the same person as yesterday, but the second was from someone who had never really commented on my appearance. It was all very exciting.

Oh… I totally forgot, a bus driver even called me gorgeous. I would normally think very little of one such isolated comment, but this many in a row seems to suggest that there really is some difference already. I love being pretty!

I also told two people today that I am doing things differently. I’ve decided that tomorrow I will ask one of them to keep me accountable (to some extent, I don’t want them being annoying but I think that it will be good to receive reminders of what I am trying to achieve if I want the pizza that we are getting next week. Bloody pizza…. My favorite thing…

I can’t believe that I’m saying this, but I want to get on the scale!!! I want to see that some difference has been made!!! I do well with positive reinforcement. I’m such an impatient little git! I want it noooooowwww!!

It’s not like I haven’t seen any results already. Three days. Really Kendra? Already wanting to have dropped 50lbs? I used to see comments that others made about wanting things to happen faster and I always thought that they were silly because from my cozy computer (where I’ve done none of the work they have and haven’t even made an effort) it seemed like they were getting pretty fast results. I guess that’s what happens when you read five years worth of blog in a few days. So, I say to myself, GET A GRIP and have some patience you douche.

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