First of all, I apologize for the false advertisement. I forgot to schedule the Skanky Tuesday post yesterday. While I usually take the Hollaback advice to not apologize for whatever posting schedule I choose, this is an exception because I said I would post and did not.
I’m still not completely back mentally we’ll be leaving again tomorrow to take care of some things. I’m still trying to process and think through the whole thing before I let myself feel anything. “Numb” seems to be the theme of the moment.
I hate it. I want to be the peppy, smiling, sarcastic, always on the edge of laughter girl that I’ve become over the last year but I just don’t have it in me yet. It comes in fits and spurts but it’s going to take a while still.
I have a new and quite long list of things that I want to post about but I don’t yet have the mental capacity back to do so.
So, because of the false advertising post on Monday, I just wanted to let you know that I’ll still be out for a while. I’m not ready yet.
<3 take your time love, we will be here when you are ready!