As I’ve thrust myself back into many of the things that I ran away from, I find certain familiar feelings seeping back as well. I like to say that my ambitions exceed my talents, but I also just recently realized that both exceed my courage.
I’ve failed myself in the things that I really want and in the things that really matter to me. I’ve made a life that is livable and that works, but not what I want. I used to have this idea of myself as a fearless girl, slightly reckless sometimes, but fearless.
I want that girl back. I hope that weight loss will help in the process, but I know that there are also other things that need to be put into place. It isn’t just about how much I weigh.
Anyway, here are my goals for the week.
- Choose a Start Date
- Pick out four weeks worth of recipes for Phase One and make a shopping list for it
- Start lessons for piano
- Go to bed before 1:00am M-F
- Work on Online Classes